“The video caused to me to reflect on the honest truth that I am both sad and excited. Sad because I’ve truly wanted to be engaged with everyone, to have unity in heart, but it has been a challenge to get out of the rut of daily routine. Also sad because there is some kind of fear that holds me back from even more. Yet I am excited and optimistic because I can foresee the potential, especially as I tend to be spurred-on by interactions with others. And I can foresee the love in everyone’s heart for each other. Hearing that it is permissible to not have heard anything from the Lord on a particular video, I think is freeing to me because sometimes I don’t really hear anything so I don’t post. That will help me bunches I think.”
I watched John White’s video on those of us who have not been participating as much, and I felt like he was talking directly to me. It is hard for me to get on Facebook everyday…I go a week or so without even checking my email sometimes. I realized that I have made a commitment to this group, and I am redeticating myself to stick with the group and try my best to participate in the check-in and assignments.